Saturday, April 18, 2020

giving up

Last night we had a "virtual" GCL meeting, which meant we were all simultaneously supposed to meditate alone at home, and then send each other emails to report on how it went. I managed the meditation part, more or less, but choked badly on the email part. After two hours of staring at the screen and trying to write something coherent I wrote an email that said "sorry, can't write anything coherent" and went to bed frustrated.

I wonder if my whole life in German is dying... or was it never really alive in the first place?

Or am I just being overly dramatic about this, and things will go back to what-was-passing-for-normal after the lockdown ends?

In any case it's Saturday, which means a guilt-free morning alone. Time to watch some videos!

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